~ One Day In Your Life ~

I do remember him on this particular day.. he knows I will... always.....

Happy 32nd Birthday Azza... wherever you are.

One day in your life you'll remember a place
Someone's touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around you

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always waiting
For the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always longing
For the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

~ What Will You Think ~

What will you think when a gush of blood came out of your nose suddenly without any sign of sickness…

What will you think when your other half doesn’t know what to do when he sees a gush of blood came out of your nose suddenly without any sign of sickness…

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room with a gush of
blood came out of your nose suddenly without any sign of sickness…

What will you think? What will I think?

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room while the doctor trying to attached the plastic tube to your hand…

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room and felt the sudden coldness that runs through your body…

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room with the doctor giving you a smirk when you ask him why you felt so cold…

What will you think? What will I think?


…………… I’m still thinking

~ 3 Steps ~

Here are 3 sure-fire steps that will take you from wishing upon a star to being one:
- Imagine your dreams as if they already exist.
- Speak as if they already exist.
- And act as if they already exist.
And before long, you'll be hearing pretty much the same thing from virtually all of your old friends, "Wow, how did that happen so fast? You have to write a book! Must be nice..."

~ I Am Who I Am Today ~

When desirous of a life change, or any kind of a change, it's wiser to start from a place like: "I am who I am today, where I am today, because this was my choice and it has served me well. However, it no longer serves me, my choices have changed, and I give thanks for the amazing changes that now sweep through my amazing life."

Rather than, "I don't know how I got here. I hate this. I must be sabotaging my own progress. I just won't accept things as they are any more. I'm desperate for a change. By this time next year my life will totally rock!"

OK?? You don't even have to remember the choices that led you to the day, but by understanding you made them, the kingdom, the power, and the glory knowingly become yours.

Choose Me

Very often when you just can't decide between two or more options, it's because the answer that would most give you peace, is actually, "None of the above."

But not always.

~ happily, it was really, really easy for me when I chose you

At Your Service

First, as a child, it seems like the entire world is there for you and you rush to drink from its every cup, sometimes wondering to yourself how anything could ever be more fun.
Then, as you grow older, if you're observant, you realize much of what you enjoy was made possible by the contributions, work, and labor of those who came before you, and you're taken aback, disappointed even , because with maturity you can now see cracks in the façades, imperfections in the details, and 10,000 ways it could have all been done better.
At which point, folks typically choose one of two paths: Spend a lifetime lamenting how far from perfect things are. Or, to one degree or another, roll up their sleeves and pitch in. And should they choose the latter with gusto, they will come to know, to the core of their sacred being, that the differences they might make in the world cannot be made by another. And then they will discover the answer to their often-wondered childhood question.... That the most fun one can have in time and space comes from making such a difference, and that the joy derived from serving is 10,000 times that of being served.

Oh no, this doesn't mean life becomes all work and no play. It just means work becomes play, no matter what you do, and play becomes ecstasy.

~ My Wishes ~

I’d like to go forward in time to see first hand futuristic cities soar into the skies, all crystalline and made of polished metal. Ideally, I’d like to be roused on a hammock on a tropical beach, where the sand is powder-white and the sea the deepest sapphire-blue, but almost immediately I’d have to dress, go out and attend a secret espionage meeting; If I thought about it, I really need a big case of cash. No questions asked, and sometimes I wish I was the best patisserie chef since Anton Careme invented caramel. I’d like to have a power to cast spells, binding and real spells, and it would be amazing to hang out on an island of my own in some far-off tropical sea, one never touched by human contact. Pets? I’d like to have a penguin, so brave and resourceful, and yet so funny at the same time. Finally, I’d like to throw a beach party where the limbo is optional, and maybe I’d invite an angel along, to bring a blessing on everyone there.

A Friend Of Mine

This shout is dedicated to a dear friend of mine... Ellie.. I wish you a speedy recovery babe...

...::: motivation for today :::...

Courage ~ Josh Hinds ~ getmotivation.com


"Courage is being scared to death - but saddling up anyway."
-- John Wayne
"Courage is the cliche hallmark attributed to the hero. I say cliche because people talk about courage as if it is some mysterious force only a hero is born with. Courage is a vague and fleeting concept for many people because they lack it themselves.
People lack courage because they lack knowledge. They have no idea where the true source of courage comes from. Even worse, they don't know it and continue to live in fear. As Socrates pointed out, 'People not only don't know, but they don't know that they don't know.'
This is why so many people on earth live in fear. Fear of death. Fear of life. Fear of living their nightmares. And fear of living their dreams. Most people are followers because they lack self-confidence and live in constant fear.
Anyone who is brave and can show them how to overcome fear, they follow and respect. But... anyone that reminds people of their own fear, they attack and abuse viciously! This is human nature in its lowest, animal form.
What is fear? Fear is the perception or misperception of the unknown. Perception of how we negatively view reality, but not reality itself. I once heard somewhere, a useful acronym for FEAR: False Evidence that Appears Real. The 'false evidence' being our own manufactured worries, doubts, and negative images often of events that haven't even taken place yet.
William Shakespeare understood this principal well when he said, 'Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt.'
The cause of fear is lack of knowledge. Therefore, 'knowledge is the antidote to fear' according to the great American hero philosopher, Ralph Waldo Emerson. That is why heroes are brave souls. They immerse themselves with knowledge, plus knowledge, plus knowledge.
Heroes know that they don't know, but are willing to learn.
They are humble and learn from everyone regardless of rank or status. Leaders know their potential. Followers ignore their potential. Courage and self-confidence comes from knowledge and self-knowledge...
This being said, no human hero is entirely fearless. Great heroes are not born fearless and brave. Nelson Mandela had this to say about courage: 'I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it... I felt fear myself more times than I can remember, but I hid it behind a mask of boldness. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.'"

...::: Adapting To Life Changes :::...

While it's important to set goals -- because as the saying goes if you want to get somewhere you have to know where you're headed -- it is also essential to give yourself the wiggle room necessary to adapt to changes that occur in life.
Be focused and persistent on the path towards achieving the goals you set, but also be willing to take any necessary steps that might reveal themselves along the way.
Success in any endeavor is rarely achieved by following a straight line, but that's not all bad. Life's changes and challenges can help to keep things exciting, because it is through overcoming the challenges which pop up that we grow to the point where we can apply our acquired knowledge to any future endeavor.
To further illustrate my point consider what keynote speaker and business philosopher Jim Rohn has to say, "Set a goal to become a millionaire for what it makes of you to achieve it." Think about that for a moment. When we develop the skills needed to achieve our goal, the rewards of the particular goal may come or go in our lifetime, however our ability to recreate the result is always there -- ready for us to tap into at will.
Simply put, learning to adapt to change as it finds its way into our life is an essential part in developing a mindset which is conducive to achieving any and all endeavors we pursue.

...::: hari ini :::...

lama sungguh tak menulis... nak kata sibuk sangat.. tak le mana... cuma off late nih rasa cam kurang sihat.. maybe cuaca kurang baik.. maybe aku yang kurang sihat...

hari Sabtu 24/2/07 lepas, aku pegi Mega Reunion sekolah lama aku... Sekolah Teknik Tuanku Jaafar Seremban.... hmmm batch aku 91/92.. ambik 2 meja saja... insyallah.. lain kali di waktu reunion yang lain, mungkin bilangan meja akan bertambah

ramai yang tak dapat pegi sebab ada anak-anak kecik.. yelah.. untuk ex student dari zaman 1972 tu sure anak-anak dah besar giler.. yang kitorang nih.. alahaaaaaaiiiii anak pun baru nak pandai bercakap..

walaupun keadaan dinner agak kelam kabut (maybe coz nih first time bikin)... tapi aku rasa seronok.. jumpa kawan-kawan lama.. walau pun dulu masa di sekolah tak bercakap... tak pernah kenal.. tapi sekarang... rasanya cam dah lama sangat kenal... heh

habis dinner jam 12 tengah malam... kitorang sambung lepak kat Ampangan... macam mengimbau kenangan silam la pulak.. yelah zaman kitorang sekolah.. kawasan Ampangan tu la jadik tempat lepak.. la nih tak ramai dah lepak sana.. rata-rata gi Taipan di Senawang

hmmmm malam nih aku nak download gambar.. insyallah.. esok leh post gambar kat sini plak.. wokeh... i should sign off now... tataaa

...::: dah 2007? :::...

Hari ini, dah sepuluh hari kita berada dalam 2007. Dah 10 hari jugalah aku berfikir apa azam aku untuk tahun ini. Ada azam tahun baru lagi ker? Pada aku, insan yang tak punya azam, adalah insan yang tidak punya keinginan untuk hidup. Jadi bagaimana dengan aku? Azam tahun 2007 aku adalah untuk menunaikan azam tahun 2000 aku yang dulu. Yer, bagus jugak azam nih.

10 hari yang pertama dalam tahun yang baru. Masih terlalu awal untuk aku kata aku akan melaksanakan berbagai perubahan, yang nyata, tahun 2007 kali ini aku ingin semula kembali menjelajah dunia. Satu keseronokan yang telah aku tinggalkan 7 tahun yang dulu. Moga-moga, tiada halangan lagi kali ini.