~ My So-Called Muse ~

I knew I can't have him

I knew he can't have me

I knew I can't coz he already have somebody

I knew he can't coz I'm already with someone

But I give anything just to see his sweet face every morning

Or just a smile which will brighten up my day

Oh my so-called muse

just my so-called muse

~ My Happy 6th Anniversary ~

Today... mark the 6th year of my journey as a wife

...... and keep on counting

~ You're definitely in the right place, at the right time, with the right juju ~

Don't worry about your "negative" thoughts... They're par for the course in the jungles of time and space. Change them when you can, but when they overrun you, let them run. Because no matter how persistent they are, you can always spend just 5 minutes a day, in a quiet place, doing your best to imagine your dreams as if they've already come true; seeing yourself happy, laughing, smiling from ear to ear. This will be enough, it's always enough, even if while you're imagining, the negative thoughts creep in. After 5 minutes, leave it alone.

You're in time and space for one reason: to thrive. There's no 50/50 about it.

You are OF the Creator, BY the Creator, and now a Creator yourself, alive on a stage YOU designed for your own adventures. You were not an afterthought and you didn't design it to just eek by. All of the elements are beholden to you; you summoned them, you dreamed them into place, and now they conspire endlessly in your favor. "On a dime" your life can improve for the better with the slightest effort on your part, no matter how insurmountable the odds, nor how futile your thoughts and deeds may seem. You are "the prodigal child." In a heartbeat you're welcomed back into the fold. In an instant you can be carried along by life's current once you stop struggling against it.

And for all of these reasons, and more, it's therefore as if your positive thoughts are 10,000 times more powerful than your negative thoughts. 10,000 times more in alignment with the magnificent tidal wave of energy that you are. 10,000 times more likely to become the things you want than the things you don't want, when you know these truths and you act on them.

Another year gone

Another year to face

Happy New Year everybody

Happy Happy Happppyyyy New Year

~ One Day In Your Life ~

I do remember him on this particular day.. he knows I will... always.....

Happy 32nd Birthday Azza... wherever you are.

One day in your life you'll remember a place
Someone's touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around you

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always waiting
For the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always longing
For the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

~ What Will You Think ~

What will you think when a gush of blood came out of your nose suddenly without any sign of sickness…

What will you think when your other half doesn’t know what to do when he sees a gush of blood came out of your nose suddenly without any sign of sickness…

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room with a gush of
blood came out of your nose suddenly without any sign of sickness…

What will you think? What will I think?

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room while the doctor trying to attached the plastic tube to your hand…

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room and felt the sudden coldness that runs through your body…

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room with the doctor giving you a smirk when you ask him why you felt so cold…

What will you think? What will I think?


…………… I’m still thinking

~ 3 Steps ~

Here are 3 sure-fire steps that will take you from wishing upon a star to being one:
- Imagine your dreams as if they already exist.
- Speak as if they already exist.
- And act as if they already exist.
And before long, you'll be hearing pretty much the same thing from virtually all of your old friends, "Wow, how did that happen so fast? You have to write a book! Must be nice..."

~ I Am Who I Am Today ~

When desirous of a life change, or any kind of a change, it's wiser to start from a place like: "I am who I am today, where I am today, because this was my choice and it has served me well. However, it no longer serves me, my choices have changed, and I give thanks for the amazing changes that now sweep through my amazing life."

Rather than, "I don't know how I got here. I hate this. I must be sabotaging my own progress. I just won't accept things as they are any more. I'm desperate for a change. By this time next year my life will totally rock!"

OK?? You don't even have to remember the choices that led you to the day, but by understanding you made them, the kingdom, the power, and the glory knowingly become yours.

Choose Me

Very often when you just can't decide between two or more options, it's because the answer that would most give you peace, is actually, "None of the above."

But not always.

~ happily, it was really, really easy for me when I chose you

At Your Service

First, as a child, it seems like the entire world is there for you and you rush to drink from its every cup, sometimes wondering to yourself how anything could ever be more fun.
Then, as you grow older, if you're observant, you realize much of what you enjoy was made possible by the contributions, work, and labor of those who came before you, and you're taken aback, disappointed even , because with maturity you can now see cracks in the façades, imperfections in the details, and 10,000 ways it could have all been done better.
At which point, folks typically choose one of two paths: Spend a lifetime lamenting how far from perfect things are. Or, to one degree or another, roll up their sleeves and pitch in. And should they choose the latter with gusto, they will come to know, to the core of their sacred being, that the differences they might make in the world cannot be made by another. And then they will discover the answer to their often-wondered childhood question.... That the most fun one can have in time and space comes from making such a difference, and that the joy derived from serving is 10,000 times that of being served.

Oh no, this doesn't mean life becomes all work and no play. It just means work becomes play, no matter what you do, and play becomes ecstasy.