Anything, can be justified.

~ Growing Up In Trengganu ~

I'm currently reading this blook. Thanks to the long queue to Seremban last Wednesday. Heck! It took me 3 hours journey from KL to Jusco S2 on that day.

I've read this author's blog called Kecek-Kecek last year. It does make me feel closed to my other half. As this tale shows, you can take the boy out of Terengganu but you can't take Terengganu out of the man... same goes to my man.

~ you can get a copy of this book from MPH.
~ blook = blog + book

~ Year of The Rat ~

A dear friend of mine send me the Chinese prediction for the new lunar year... even though I'm not really a believer in such prediction... but few phrases in the prediction do make me smile... reaaaalllllyyy smile...

No 1

Observe what happens to you on the 4th February 2008 and if good things happen then it means that it will be a fantastic year !

- This morning so happens I saw my muse. We don't share any words. We don't share any intimate moments. Just becoz my cough (I do cough badly due to bad wheather), he looks at me and pass me a cough drops. Me being a polite lady, take it and say thank you with a smile. psssstttt... I do have the exactlly the same cough drops in my purse. hehehehehehehe... at least I know he use the same cough drops as me.

No 2

The combination of “Wu and Zi” will make the rat year a year of unwanted romance (scandals), diseases/bacteria and money

- Unwanted romance? Scandals? sigh..... I 'do not really' (hehehehehehe) wanted any unwanted romance this year, but it feels so refreshing to have such crush. I'm 32, married and errr happy? Yup... what is marriage life without arguments. I still claim I'm happy with my dearest hubby. Just this small stupid crush does make me feel alive!

I'm borned under the sign of Rabbit. Some prediction said this year will be a smooth year for Rabbit. Other prediction says it will not be so auspicious. I still holds to No 1 above, I start my day, today, 4 Feb 2008, with a big smile on my face. Thanks for my so-called muse. I will start the year of Rat with smooth flow and it will be a fantastic year!

Happy Chinese New Year everybody!

~ My So-Called Muse ~

I knew I can't have him

I knew he can't have me

I knew I can't coz he already have somebody

I knew he can't coz I'm already with someone

But I give anything just to see his sweet face every morning

Or just a smile which will brighten up my day

Oh my so-called muse

just my so-called muse

~ My Happy 6th Anniversary ~

Today... mark the 6th year of my journey as a wife

...... and keep on counting

~ You're definitely in the right place, at the right time, with the right juju ~

Don't worry about your "negative" thoughts... They're par for the course in the jungles of time and space. Change them when you can, but when they overrun you, let them run. Because no matter how persistent they are, you can always spend just 5 minutes a day, in a quiet place, doing your best to imagine your dreams as if they've already come true; seeing yourself happy, laughing, smiling from ear to ear. This will be enough, it's always enough, even if while you're imagining, the negative thoughts creep in. After 5 minutes, leave it alone.

You're in time and space for one reason: to thrive. There's no 50/50 about it.

You are OF the Creator, BY the Creator, and now a Creator yourself, alive on a stage YOU designed for your own adventures. You were not an afterthought and you didn't design it to just eek by. All of the elements are beholden to you; you summoned them, you dreamed them into place, and now they conspire endlessly in your favor. "On a dime" your life can improve for the better with the slightest effort on your part, no matter how insurmountable the odds, nor how futile your thoughts and deeds may seem. You are "the prodigal child." In a heartbeat you're welcomed back into the fold. In an instant you can be carried along by life's current once you stop struggling against it.

And for all of these reasons, and more, it's therefore as if your positive thoughts are 10,000 times more powerful than your negative thoughts. 10,000 times more in alignment with the magnificent tidal wave of energy that you are. 10,000 times more likely to become the things you want than the things you don't want, when you know these truths and you act on them.

Another year gone

Another year to face

Happy New Year everybody

Happy Happy Happppyyyy New Year

~ One Day In Your Life ~

I do remember him on this particular day.. he knows I will... always.....

Happy 32nd Birthday Azza... wherever you are.

One day in your life you'll remember a place
Someone's touching your face
You'll come back and you'll look around you

One day in your life
You'll remember the love you found here
You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always waiting
For the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

You'll remember me somehow
Though you don't need me now
I will stay in your heart
And when things fall apart
You'll remember one day...

One day in your life
When you find that you're always longing
For the love we used to share
Just call my name
And I'll be there

~ What Will You Think ~

What will you think when a gush of blood came out of your nose suddenly without any sign of sickness…

What will you think when your other half doesn’t know what to do when he sees a gush of blood came out of your nose suddenly without any sign of sickness…

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room with a gush of
blood came out of your nose suddenly without any sign of sickness…

What will you think? What will I think?

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room while the doctor trying to attached the plastic tube to your hand…

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room and felt the sudden coldness that runs through your body…

What will you think when you lie down on the bed in the emergency room with the doctor giving you a smirk when you ask him why you felt so cold…

What will you think? What will I think?


…………… I’m still thinking

~ 3 Steps ~

Here are 3 sure-fire steps that will take you from wishing upon a star to being one:
- Imagine your dreams as if they already exist.
- Speak as if they already exist.
- And act as if they already exist.
And before long, you'll be hearing pretty much the same thing from virtually all of your old friends, "Wow, how did that happen so fast? You have to write a book! Must be nice..."